(That's me and Aisyah's Vibrating Panda :P)
Dear Self,
Counting down to the few days that i am left with here and still i do not know what i want or really want or time may be the restraining factor.
Clueless as always, and maybe a lot more soul searching or a truck load of shit so that i can finally tell myself what i wanted and definitely work towards it. Super sianz.
Ben is beside me, Jason has been a great bestie. I need zen. Green Tea ice cream, where are you? Emotionally drained. Fuck, sometimes i wished things could go our way. Are there any possibilities of finding happiness by ourselves? Because satisfaction is never enough. I do not know how long I'm going to not have faith in everything?
I got issues with trust. Ponder. And i need to believe.And i love Ben's way of thinking, his perceptions and thoughts.
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